I got lots of projects I'm working on. Writing and working on collage. In order for me to go back and remember the feel of what it was like in the past, I have to piece it together first. At first I was kind of reluctant to write anything letting the pieces speak for themselves; for some for born at a very low and dark point in my life movie and while I remember everything, Now is where I want to be.
I look back and nostalgia creeps in.
I used to watch the lights in apartment buildings feeling the warmth and family connections in each window. I remember thinking, wouldn't it be nice to be that happy while here I am, in the cold, watching in a doorway freezing my ass off..